Saturday, October 12, 2002
Blleeaaargggghhhh.im still feeling the after effects of yesterday's virus.vomited three times today.wish i had vomited at the mangers office so that he would see how sick i was n send me home.no such luck though.was puking at the toilet when this fella came in and just kinda stared at me as if i was bulimic.U never seen a guy puke or are u sum sick perv who gets a hard on seeing sumone bending over the sink.everything i ate lately seems to come out the same way it went in.and
NO i dunt eat from my butt.maybe i shud stick to my diet of choc ice cream....
Looked at myself in the mirror and noticed sumthin shocking.i look like i just stepped out of the night of the living dead movie set.dark rings ard the eyes,deep sunken cheekbones,pale looking.this thing is really taking a toll on me.shud get more sleep.and food too.havnt been taking good care of meself lately.ah well promises,promises.....
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