more pros than cons.but the cons outweighs the pros.the end.



i swallowed my pride and my ego for u and wat do i get in return.NUTHIN.instead u turn the tables on me and make me feel like its my fault.im not the one who was waiting for u to show up for two motherfuckin hours.and im sorry i ruin ur fuckin plans even though there never was one in the first place.give the surprise to your fren for all i fuckin care.u think this mindfuck gonna werk on me.fuck u bitch.



everything i say now must be filtered.in comes the board of censors.u just cudnt resist it cudnt u? there goes the trust i guess.thrown headfirst out of the window.



i am an addictive sedative.hmmm wonder wat that means.....



throngs of people walkin turnin neither left nor right they exist only to serve the green raped,abused but they keep on wantin it more now this lil boy walkin hand in hand with daddy in tow sees the look in them eyes he tugs at daddy's rolex 'daddy,what's wrong wif them?' 'that's the look of hunger,son' (though i call it greed) 'and one day,u'll have it too' 'gee whiz dad,will u teach me how?' 'sure son' daddy said as he squeezes his son's hand and wif a twinkle in his eyes he became one of them



i keep on forgettin wat i was supposed to write.i feel like i hav so many things to write but once the blog is up,fingers freeze my mind goes blank.and i mean completely blank.like now for instance.....



godspeed and safe journey to you ole boy.farewell.



he says he likes her so much sumtimes.she says he is scared of her.he says he is intimidated by her popularity.she says she keeps on going back to him.he says that there's a part of him thats afraid of being hurt.she says she feels the same way about him.he says that they will just keep on livin this fairytale fearful of never gettin a happy ending.she says .......