Tuesday, October 15, 2002
Since today is my off day,i decided to go on a trip to discover myself.who i am,where am i going n all the emotional baggage.i selfishly(arnt we all) asked a girl for my appraisal.she hestitated a while but this is what she gave me.
i think youre smart.
i think you should take chances more.
you have much potential in your future.
i think you need to find your passion, and pursue it.
i think youre looking for some happiness.
i then asked her wat she dislike abt me
youre wasting away your life.
how dense you can be sometimes
youre clueless-ness
issit all true?i dunno.....not fer me to judge.her opinions not mine.read up summore on personality disorder and found out that im a schizoid.even the part abt my job is true.shocking actually.
SCHIZOID
People with schizoid personality disorder avoid relationships and do not show much emotion. They genuinely prefer to be alone and do not secretly wish for popularity. They tend to seek jobs that require little social contact. Their social skills are often weak and they do not show a need for attention or acceptance. They are perceived as humorless and distant and often are termed "loners."
oh well,enuff self discovery fer one day.came up wit more negative than plus points.depressing me.back to the real world then schizoid.
certified 4:23 PM