saw a reflection of myself in the mirror today and saw a face ive long forgotten.the eyes,the cheekbones.definitely him.wonder wat he wud say to me? "im proud of u'? or "how's life?"knowing him he wud probably not say anything.wasnt really the talkin kinda guy.never had one of those moments.still remember holding his hands wen we went for outing.how it wud completely cover my wee lil hand.how he wud hold my face as he combs my hair.dad im all grown up now sis is married now and she has quite a family for herself.u shud look at ika sumday.im sure u wud really like her.bro is doin okay and marriage is on the plans.as for me life is hard without u but i am still holding on.wish u were here sumtimes wen i needed u.mom looks happier and i promise to look after her.always knowing that u r lookin after us.been 14 years but i still remember all the yesterdays dad.i'll always be ur lil saiful.