saw an ex-crush of mine today.the setting didnt turn out to be so fairytale after all she looked more beautiful than i figured out she wud be.of cos the last time i saw her was abt 9-10 years ago.she was dressed in a white bare-backed dress.didnt even made small talk with her.there she was dancing all by herself and i didnt even approach her.kept stealing glances at her all night long.a mutual fren introduced us both and we just said hi.how stupid of me.did i mention how beatiful she looked? still remember the letter she sent me.it was hand-written and she even made those origami stars to beautify the letters.it was a time wen i thot that havin gerlfrens was a hassle.a time when i thought that girls have cooties.forgive me but but i was only 12 then.oh well oh well there she was enjoying herself and there i was sitting there left biting her dust.only my ego prevented me from talking to her.didnt feel rite to approach her after all that was said.makes me feel so superficial.appreciating her now only after shes grown.and how the the duckling hav grown.i bet she has suitors queueing up just to dance with her.after all this,dewi, i wish u all the best in life and maybe one day i will hav the courage to talk to u yeah???...